Choices…

April 30, 2015:

I had other choices. I could’ve gone a hundred other ways to a hundred different places with a choice of different people… but somehow, I always chose you.

I chose you when it was wrong to do so. I did it selfishly, I did it at the cost of others and my own happiness and I did it again and again and again.

I chose you when it was not wise to do so, I did it against all sane advice – and I keep doing it.

Every day I go out of way, everyday I let someone else go, everyday I lose a little more of myself – but I still choose you. Everyday my patience wears thin, everyday I lose a little more hope. Everyday people walk out of my life. Everyday I grow more restless and bitter – and everyday, sure as sunrise, I keep choosing you…